I didn’t write the entire month of December. I thought about it a lot. I think about kink and writing a lot, but my laptop is slow and typing on my phone isn’t satisfying, and let’s face it, when little one is home I would far rather be mindlessly playing with her shoulder than I ever would stuck behind a computer – though writing about her is pretty fun too.
The reality is partially that, and partially that things were so rough for a while that I actually thought she would ask me not to be her Daddy anymore, and then so good that I felt like writing about it would ruin it.
I want to write about it. I want to put these stories into words so that when I do forget about them I can look back and remember this part of My life. So I am going to keep plugging on. I have a few draft posts starting – and I will finish the ones I can remember, but I will put a disclaimer that it was a story or thought from 2018.